How do I get over true love?
As a person grows older it is always better to grow with someone who is near and dear to your hart, a soul mate. When that other half isn’t there your may never grow older at all. Not because you don’t want to but because your hart is broken.
A broken hart never mends as the song says. The memories of a true love, a soul mate will never be replaced.
It’s no fair that I have lost the only woman that I will truly love as my soul mate. The only woman that made me fell complete, made me feel like a man. Who appreciated me for who I really was and who I really am?
I waited most of my life to find you only to lose you again. There are many friends around me but I cannot get close to them as I did with you by my side.
How long is it going to take to find someone just to soften my hartack?
How long will it take to find some happiness again?
I have been told that it’s time to move on and rightly so.
I should, but how?
Every day I fine something that brings me to you.
Every night I cry myself to sleep, cause your not there beside me.
I look into woman’s eyes to seek out yours.
It will be two years Dec 11 and I still miss you just like it was yesterday, but I seek the friendship of someone else to fill the void.
I need to venture out but I miss you so.
Am I nuts or is this the way it is?
There are so many feelings that run deep inside me. A hole where feelings use to be.
I would love to share those feeling with another.
Am I ready?
I think so but I am afraid of losing you completely.
I need to feel whole again but I don’t know how.
How do I start over again after sharing a love like ours?
How do I open up to someone else and take the chance?
How do I give of myself without being afraid of giving to much?
What do I do to get started, I can’t forget you?
I need to move on. I know that, but how and who it the difficult part of growing without you.
You will be in my hart forever My Love, Brenda
